SO. HELLO ALL. This is my first journal entry of 2011. HELL F33RKIN' YES? ........how the hell does 5 months go by so fast?

I havent been /unactive/ as such, I put artz up, but I know I havent really... posted a lot or anything... Well, Im just about finished w/ college~ Done all my exams, results are out in August. *cries in a corner* Gaaaaaaah, so paranoid... English Lit. I am so worried about >.> HOW DARE IT ASK ME A QUESTION WHICH I HATED. WHY WOULD IT DO THAT??? O___O Otherwise, not a lot to talk about.

Im aiming to work on mah art a HELLOVA LOT this holiday. College stops me from having time to sit, relax and draw. But I can more now, which brings me on to this:

A lot of my very early watchers will remember the... uh, Im not calling it a doujinshi because it genuinely makes me cringe when I look at it. Actually, all of my early gallery makes me cringe to look at. Im seriously considering deleting a lot of it, however I do know it shows how much Ive improved since... that. >.> Anywayz, "Courageous Love". Well, I'd rather like to remake the whole damn thing, only Im pretty much changing the story, including the title. Altho, from the looks of it, I will make it end similarly to how I planned to end CL. But not quite as cliche-ish as I had it back then. MUCH WILL CHANGE. Including my artwork, which I do hope people can consider as a hellllllll of a lot better than back then. Ive drawn about... 9/10 pages so far? Not too sure how long the first chapter will be, but I'd like to submit all the first chapter and then submit a new page of the 2nd chapter and so on over time. I'll prolly also put it up on smackjeeves because, hey, fancomics site. But anywayz, look forward to that~ Oh, and for a lil inkling, the title is gonna be "My Best Friends." M'kay.

Ugh, I broke my first 2 G-pens cuz Imma n00b who doesnt know how to look after these things. I do now, but... guh. That and Im gonna run out of ink sooner or later. Basically, Im gonna need to order a bunch of stuff from America, which may take awhile to arrive, Im not sure. So there might be a drought in mah artworkz at some point, Im not sure. I should've ordered this stuff way earlier, but moneyz...

...I spent a lot of it at the recent MCM convention with mah loverz buddiez; and . >w> DOOD. I GOT A VAMPIRE KNIGHT DAY CLASS OUTFIT FOR £55! DYA KNOW HOW D3SU THAT MAKES ME FEEL? Oh, and a black Mokona hat and a hat w/ real long bunny ears. OH, AND FF8'S SQUALL'S NECKLACE, GRIEVER! (NOT "Leon" KH fans, HE'S CALLED SQUALL! D8< ). Oh, and this adorable Tsubasa bag <3 ...I spent around £120 basically. LIKE A BAWSS. Generally it was liek... paradise for the total kawai1-wannabe liek myself :'D

(ほんとに。。。私は日本語を勉強しています。。。)


But screw the rules, I haz... no moneyz... and no green hair... goddammit. (You'll hafta pay me to stop me from making YGO Abridged series references :'D)

I'll stop rambling now, I cant remember where I live. I'll go practice drawingz nao... Much love to all my watchers, and many thanks to them all! I need to go thank my newer watchers as well, Im not that great an-artist, but Imma tryin' su! Jaaa minna su~ ^.^